Some days I just really want to escape Russia! Not only can it be one of the worst places to live but the dreary dark days really start to get the best of me. If I didn’t have my family here and wasnt having troubles getting my visa out of here then I would already be gone!!!! But my family and friends try to keep me sane. They know that with my work and school that i am working very hard and they hate it when people give me or them horrible comments about the life I have chosen to live.

WELL it puts food on the table and keeps me in school!! That is all that matters to me right now! I have to educate myself if I want out of this mess of a country!

I will get out soon!!!!!

A husband and wife came for counseling after 15 years of marriage. When

asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had ever had in the 15 years they had been married.

She went on and on and on; neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness,
loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of un-met
needs she had endured over the course of their marriage.

Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the
therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to
stand, embraced and kissed her passionately. The woman shut up and quietly sat down as though in a daze.

The therapist turned to the husband and said, ‘This is what your wife needs
at least three times a week. Can you do this?’
The husband thought for a moment and replied,.. ‘Well, I can drop her off
here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish.’

I am so totally in love with my new shoot on my website! I had not ever had that much fun with someone before but god it was just one of those shoots where I was kept laughing the entire time and one thing just let to another and before I knew it the shoot was over! so sad for Anna!

I wish every girl could experience a wonderful video shoot like that and my partner had just the most perfect cock! mmmmmmm

**drools**

HEY, I GOT MARRIED ….

Well, I got married this morning. Ok, so..remember the whole deal with Queen Elizabeth…she married herself to England, so that she could rule without distraction from men…OK, well similar deal, but I’m just way cooler than she was…so..it’s less lame.

I have married myself to Vodka. Yes, people….it’s true. I decided, after drinking lots of it, mind you, that in order to obtain world domination …I would have to devote myself to the cause, sacrifice myself…for the world (cus that’s just the kinda girl I am). So, I have bonded myself with the mind altering substance that might very well make my hostile take over possible….(or, well..not possible in reality, but possible when im drunk at least)….and I am making this sacrifice for all the people out there who….uumm, ok so it’s mostly for me, but I’ll be a cool ruler..I swear.

It was a small personal ceremony…we didn’t really want to do the whole “big wedding” thing….(there would have been lots of Russians everywhere, and all)…but it was beautiful, really. I therefore now commit myself to Mr Vodka in mind, spirit, body and soul. Till death, or DUI’s, or AA, or alchohol poisining, or alchohol induced vomiting do us part.

Please meet my husband…………………..

This Is Goooooood Shit….

Oh my gosh do I feel better. I wasnt able to get out of bed for a few days there! I seriously thought I was dying. Totally miserable. Sick sick sick! Now that I am better I am to go shopping. And buy some new clothes since I think I lost about 5 inches! okay well, maybe not but I was very sick!

I need a nice strong man to come take care of me! Anyone want to come over and rub me down a little bit?

OMG I’m Dying….It’s Been Great Knowing All Of You…Seriously…

I am sooooooo sick!!! I have a fever, i can’t breathe, my chest hurts, my body hurts, -whine whine whine- Won’t someone please come nurse me and take care of me??…*sniff* I’m a baby when I’m sick *cough* and I am miserable *sneeze*

Who wants my cd collection??

Who wants my movie collection??

Who’s going to make a huge, teary-eyed scene at my funeral??

Hello…Anyone….Buellar??

I am wishing everyone to have a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I hope that everyone has much love, light, and happiness in their lives for 2008!

My resolution is to find love!! Is that anyone else’s resolution??

xoxoxoxoxo